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She's Gone...Farwell
Tuesday 1 November 2011 • 08:59 • 0 comments Assalamualaikum...And...she's gone ! 'dia' dh menapak jauh smpy aq dh x terkejar,hatta nk trik ke tepi sekalipun dh x blh...dy jauh...sangat2 It's kindda great seeing you happy... but...It's hurt when i'm wishing you 'good luck' without a reply. i'm waiting...but there's still no 'Good Luck Ain' from you. my own bestie !!! u're too far away,even that i can see you right infront of me... ''hopely fate fares me well''...I oftenly prays 4 that... but...the reality is -> ''fates faring me well ey??? not really'' tp x ap...sbb...i've learned... Allah always had 3 replies 2 our prayer -> Yes,Yes but not now OR i have a better plans 4 you. Maybe is maybe...And i've been taught that the meaning of the 'maybe' is = it's not likely to be. And aq rsa mcm nk bertkar ke 'Ain' yg baru...yg blh than dgn smuanya,means ? sabar. i'm not expecting that i'll be that extremely strong but i'll try. it's worth 2 try. smntra Allah dh bkak pin2 hati ni untk slalu 'chat' dgn 'DIA'...baek aq cpt2 berubah sblm Allah mrajuk and dh x nak bkak2 lagi pin2 tu... lgpn bkan ke 'DIA' sntiasa ad kt atas sna? being the GREATEST COMPANION EVER!!! aq dh pnat 'begging for the forgiven'...sometimes aq pn dh rsa bdo dgn my own action.dh mmg crystally clear yg she didn't want me to be there. aq amk msa yg lama untk fham that ['I-DIDN'T-NEED-YOU-TO-BE-HERE'] Ain? engkau mmg dh sparuh sasau... Changing 4 good is not a sin...thought it'll cost me blood and tears for a start.I'm glad on my behalf. lgpn aq dh pnat buang msa untk kjar something yg dh trlalu jauh smpy x tercpai.and i'm not expecting yg aq blh ubah blek smua ny jd mcm masih lg di 'prolog'. 'Epilog' dy dh trlalu clear untk dicari lg...she's gone -THE END- ending yg senang bg dy tp menyesakkan dada aq...tp ap aq blh buat??? bku dh nk tertutup. org mgkin akn ckp...'there's still a lot of friends of your's,out there' tp jwpn aq ttp sme "yg hilang mngkin berganti,tp x akan sma dgn yg lama" aq dh jadi separuh sasau dgn smua bnd yg dh brlaku akhir2 ny.bnda2 yg ckup menyakitkan. sakit tanpa luka. (that's so parah) tp aq agk pasti yg aq msih lg blh brdri even aq dh jtoh smpy beratus2 kly. lend me a hand...aq yakin sbb msih ad 'DIA' |
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Let's break the ice - The name given is Ain Najwa Kamarulzaman. You can call me Ain for short and 'N' for an extra short. Proud to be muslim and malaysian. Was born on November 1997 and a 'scorpio' of course. I'm a student and the very first daughter out of three. I love reading so much to the point that books are my life. Pastels are my safe colour zone and I enjoyed handcraft at times. I speak both english and malay, so maaf la sekiranya entri saya ter-rojak sana sini. And ya, the 'Hazell' came from the colour of my eyes if you wanna know. Besides, I'm a proud Shawol and a part of SM Stan too. I rarely talk and kinda weird in some people eyes. I didn't eat meat but I love tomatoes and I do eat greens. Soy and lemon tea are my drinks. I didn't take cofee or anything that are related to caffeine but hot chocolate did a very good job in healing. Books,musics, and quotes are things that make me happy. Love traveling and making new friends. And, I adore Detective Conan too. Dan lagi, every shinee's picture that u've seen here are all taken from the awesome Shinee Town tumblr. Well, I've no idea if these explained enough, but I'm pretty sure that I sounds like a normal girl up to here.That's all, have a good day sweethearts. And to remind you, Do ignore my grammar. Ppyeong~
